Growing

Today, my 18-year old son said:  “What are you going to tell people in your blog, Mom?  ‘If you don’t want to be tired all the time, don’t have five kids and homeschool?’   I reflected upon that and thought:  The rich rewards of homeschooling and having five children are worth the cost of being tired all the time.  I wish, though, that my children could see me walking this road with more strength, faith and joy.

Is there a way to have a large family, homeschool and NOT always be tired ?  Perhaps, if one’s husband doesn’t travel 70% of the time; perhaps, if one is able to pay for household help.  Nevetheless,  doesn’t God say, “They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength.  They shall run and not be weary.  They shall walk and not faint.” ?

I’m asking God this question and will blog to share what God is showing me day to day.   Can I journey through life in a stronger way?   Psalm 52:8: But I am like a green olive tree in the house of God: I trust in the mercy of God forever and ever.